Caring

December 9, 2009

I am, once again, gonna say it …

Filed under: Childish whining,General — dave @ 9:02 pm

It’s not fair.

I’ve been watching mom and dad today, at the hospital, waiting for a treatment.  These are two people who have made every effort to be good:  good parents, good friends, good neighbors.  Good folk — the kind who really believe that God is good, that He is in control.

I learned a lot about faith, being brought up in their household.  They are both incredibly strong, and deserving of a full measure of God’s grace.  Where is He?

I guess I’ve lived the pessimistic life for too long.  Dad and mom have no trouble finding God, no matter what happens, no matter how bad things get.

God,
Grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change;
The courage to change the things I can;
And the wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
As it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
If I surrender to His Will;
So that I may be reasonably happy in this life
And supremely happy with Him
Forever and ever in the next.

alternate version:

God grant me the senility to forget the people I never liked anyway,
the good fortune to run into the ones I do,
and the eyesight to tell the difference.

Mom, Dad, I love you.

September 20, 2009

the (N)ever watchful eye

Filed under: Childish whining,Dark — dave @ 10:16 am

Is it part of … whatever this is, grieving for lack of a better word … to be angry? I’m pretty unhappy about my mom’s situation right now.

It’s only human, I guess, to be mad. I mean, mom didn’t do anything to deserve this — in fact, it’s quite the opposite. She is a loving, caring “mom” to everyone she knows. She takes great joy in the happiness of others.

She doesn’t even drink or smoke, and now an aggressive cancer is wrapping itself around her pancreas and arteries.

Her life is being stolen.

IT’S NOT FAIR.

Is there a “watchful eye”? Right now, I’d prefer to believe there’s nothing, nobody watching over us. Because if there is, where is the mercy? Where is the compassion?

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